so options: clean kitchen everyday- totally down for that; go to school - in the process but i still don't fucking know what i want to do still seems pointless but i need a degree blah blah blah dads mad at me for not being in school; getting a better paying job- Hella yea i'm down if i could find it; or move out - NOT down for that as much as anyone else offers me a place to stay i want to fix my shit my self and not have to deal with someone elses drama which even if they said they wouldn't it wouldn't matter it would automatially factor in. oh-well i always pull it together in the last minute.

the only reason this is bugging me is cuz if i miss a day my dad is getting even closer to boiling point i know he's not seriously mad at me just dissapointed at where i'm going which is almost worst. Fucking expectations.... Way worse than having no one at all

Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answer to each question in the search box, then write the FIRST definition it gives you.

1.) Your name: Sarah

1)The name "Sarah" is translated from the Hebrew language. It means "Princess"...and rightly so!

3)a sexy little creauture!

2.) Your age: 20

Bag of Weed, costs $20.00 dollars and is enough to make 4 fat joints.

3.) One of your friends: Amanda

A women named Amanda is typically very beautiful with an incredible body and nice eyes. They are known to be very loveable. Amandas are envied by other women.

4.) What you should be doing?: Sleeping

To masturbate furiously in your room while praying that your grandma doesn't come in.

5.) Your favorite color: Green

yes... it is most definitely referring to the marijuana... and also, upon occassion, any substance with similar uses. too, properly, of course, it is a golfing term, but that;s really not very much fun, now is it?

6.) Your birthplace: Minneapolis, Minnesota.

A fairly large city built in a place where it can snow any month of the year except June, July and August and the temperature can reach as low as -40F/-40C during the Winter. The culture is a strange combination of liberal politics and relatively conservative family values. A strong sense of self-important nationalism is present in the local culture and many years ago the residents dubbed it the "Mini-apple" as though it is somehow a smaller version of the Big Apple, New York City.

7.) Last person you talked to: matt

ancient greek translation for "eternal sex-god". It is beleived that anyone that holds this name has a great level of skill and ability to perform sexual acts for long periods of time. Men posessing this name are also well endowed.

8.) Last thing you had to drink: water

The 4th element required to summon Captain Planet
EARTH
FIRE
WIND
WATER
HEART

GO PLANET!

By your powers combined, I am Captain Planet!

9.) Your nickname: Sar

slang- stands for: Sounds About Right

full name: Anderson

someone who has extordinary strength and is uber cool. Often confused with the hulk, hercules, or superman

moving back home this weekend i'll talk to you when i have time ^_^ bai bai

i left my cell at amanda's now i have to get it back soon, i'll prob go home and call her.

Word of the day:I'm

So my head hurts and so does my eye. Just finished Fate Stay Night and it's really good, and i'm in the middle of watching Kodomo no Omocha -kinda getting to the point where i'm like hurry up but whatev.

Chicago was fun, i got to take the train ride back and it was fun, i think i killed my knees by being on the bus then walking all the time, then being on the train, and now driving it's really starting to make my knees feel like they need to be stretched all the time, kind of annoying. oh well i'll deal.

~~headache~~ sways to the right ~~headache~~ sways to the left man i hate dealing with people who aren't already my friend, family, or a descent person. -aka- anyone who works and doesn't like their job or feel that it makes them better than others.

OH FYI just for everyones knowledge Satin is here on Vacation and he likes it HOTT!! He wants to infect as many people as possible so that hell become overfilled with people and drip in/onto purgatory/earth w/e; then they will become zombies and we'll be screwed. But heaven is sending rain (which is little good sparkles) which help us not be infected. Mist is nuetral territory ^_^ Thats what my head thinks of when i'm hot, dying, working, and gaining a headache after dealing with people.

on train in winona on my way back stealing internet

if you've seen the movie you'll know what i'm talking about!! After dinner at giordano's its a pizza place which had an hour wait... blah,

(part below not important)
but first we had this whole thing going about the bathroom, no lie people kept going in but not coming out we went in there to see if there was another door on the inside but there wasn't very confused so first there was a killer then a party then some weirdos lol, its hard to explain but it was hilarious.

(PART BELOW VERY IMPORTANT)
OK so here's the freaky thing, the weirdest i've ever felt. So we're walking back to the hotel and you know chicago buildings are tall and if you've seen Cloverfield its got tall buildings. Well all of a sudden the fireworks start going off and it sounds exactly like the part where the government is shooting, i was like that thing is goign to come out and it's going to be cloverfield 2: Chicago it was funny but looking up at the buildings it really seemed like it could happen like wow if i was in that situation i'm not sure what the hell i would do, and if i watched that movie again i'm sure i would have a different feeling/outlook on the movie i can't wait to get back and watch it.

i'm goign to get back to watching FSN now so bai bai maybe i'll be back in the morn

oh PS i have 310 manga and still rising lol teehee

lol so true with the whole takes me being in another state to get back online.... but not only that but another state as in being without my phone i'm such a freakin space case on stuff like that..

Day 2: so far...


Started out early aka ten this morning woke up and then we went to the museum lots of fun there was an exibit on tibet and dinosaours and random dna rocks the usual, then we walked to the planetarium that was super cool. it had lots of stuff like weights and ages on other planets and on the Halley comet I'm .26 years old...

then we went to something like starlab which was cool and i re-learned where some constilations are i'm sure i'll point them out sometime when we're together. but after that we came back to the hotel

i think were done for the day and wait for another to go to the John Hancock tower another day, i dont really know what they have in there but we'll prob go for the fireworks i think we're going to order pizza now from somewhere in Chicago so i'll talk to you later ^_^

miss all you and i want to read my shojobeat that ada stole from my house MY KITTY!!! not that i really ever see him but he did come sleep with me when i was home the night before we left.

well i can tell bill wants his laptop back. so long ^_^!
p.s. i'm totally having a drink with my parents

BWAAAAHH!!! i'm in Chicago right now about to start the day and i was like how am i going to tell amanda that i lost kmy freakin phone AGAIN!! but i'm sure someone stole it while we were at the train station although, there really isn't anything i can do about it i hope you get this amanda mostly but everyone else :

Chicago first day: chill at hotel a little check out the bar in it... sucked in my opinion, but myabe that is just me. THen we went to Dicks which is the resturaunt that insults you while you eat SOOOO much fun! then we walked up the pier and watched fireworks on a ship i liked that a lot. then i went on the ferris wheel about the size of a small building really freaky!!!

i want to go to Dicks with my friends cuz i think that it would be hilarious with everyone... But i got to go start day 2 so maybe i'll be able to read/post later tonight or tomorrow morning wen i steal bills comp. cuz only one comp works on the internet without paying for both Bai Bai miss ya

1. Grab the nearest book
2. Open the book to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the next 3 sentences on your blog along with these instructions.
5. "It's a little bit more powerful than that. More Absolute."
"Sorry," i muttered. "your serious, aren't you?"

i want to rave!!!
i dislike doing hw, and work
i just got a bunch of new songs that i LOVE cuz they rock and they consist of rap & techno/rave/trance
whoop whoop....

nothing special... haven't talk to like anyone in a while.. well i'll see ya soon ^_^

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks
forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and
strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive.
Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but
amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a
will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless
provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded.
Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and
tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely.
Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to
control emotions. Unpredictable.

(  All twelve months )

if you ever need a life lesson just read Fruba SERIOUSLY i just bought 3- 9(already had the other 2) and i want to live like Tohru. I remember watching the anime and realize that i've already inherited some of her thought patterns, but seriously i think she is definatly an idol to me...the author deff knows how to get the message across if you read it and really think about all the stuff they say....i'm going to read it a billion times till it sinks in!!!

camping was fun, i think it would have been better with more people; but i guess it was fun... the music being loud was awesome, sleeping in the attic with those stairs...kinda awkward...and food, maybe coulda planned that better but i liked it,

Which Disney Princess Are You?
	You are Pocahontas. You defy convention and sometimes do what is considered taboo. Unfortunately, others do not always appreciate your differences, so it's good that you are so strong-willed. You are loyal and you believe in fate. Your true love will find you one day.
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

fun...lol well i finished my room and it looks awesome i have all my wall scrolls up finally and i like where my book shelves are..but i broke my tv stand while switching so i have to wait for my dad to fix it...or i could just get a new one, but thats up to my 'rents cuz i'd have to talk them into paying for it...i know D would be jealous cuz we'd go to ikea lol...well i'm off to fan fic or watch xena...i need a haircut and to buy my school books lame blah c ya later

so this weekend was super fun for me, i laned which i normally dont go but i was like well i'm going to suck it up, cuz i wanted to play cs with people, but most of the time we played wc3 which is fun too, but i dont know much of what the characters do yet, but i hope i keep going to them, they are fun

then to the girly thing, it was fun, i like hanging with people that are my friends but o man, sleep is something that alludes me but all the better

then i left my phone at work...oops but then Lis and Bri show up randomly while i was rearranging my room, which i'm not done yet thanks to them lol, but ill finish it later...we went to Perkins chilled, watched a movie...

Simpson's movie was kinda funny i liked it anyway but whatever, spider pig spider pig does whatever a spider pig does....lol

we put the i in leisurely lol i love the slowski's

well i haven't had fish sticks in forever and popsicles.. well thats for another time..

keeping a dream journal is a great idea, it really helps you remember your dreams and then you can read them later when you've forgotten them completely and your like...oh yea i remember that it's great!!

i love my icon ~_^ teehee i like the weather lately but when your inside the kitchen at Carbones its muggy and i come out feeling like there's a layer of grim on me.... ew!

i'm gunna buy a mic on monday and pay bill and my mom... leaving me with...little, for gas lol

i lost! sorry
amanda (just cuz i'm making tags) lol

Ok well today was fun, Weschcke's B-day and garage sailing, then everyone came over to my house...well R, M, P, B, D, and me... and i secretly started writing down everything we wrote, and at the end before we left i showed them it, lol this is how it turned out:

House design
oils
parents
Ids
bus drivers
knife
pepper spray
electricution
batteries
funny foriegn shows
dry ice
broken penis
bite off tounge
necrofiliac
sleeping with unconcious women
pedofile
going to prison
being in prison
getting the hook up
conventions
brians issues
canada/bush states
video games AO/ M
signing in to MSN
communication
smooth or chunky
phases
Amanda's rage
bill
msn
lj
smiley faces/emocons
switch of scenery
bat poo
umberella
m & p's sex life
s(my) sex life
driving people home
emo kids
pimping lj
love
p & m's bickering
p's date
sexuality
holly break up
awkward combination of people
Kyo
HP
likes/dislikes of school
spelling
writing
teaching
driving
Mrs. Gustofson
report card
heath/gym
defending friends
discrimination
looking like siblings




so yea, interesting how things go from one thing to the next lol...well have a nice night. oh now i'm watching Lost in Space with A whoop i know your jealous !!!

I wont leave it out here in case you don't want to read but this was super real feeling i was dying!! from cramps like the worst I've had in years. then i took some midol and went to sleep and this is how it turned out ^_^

( My extremely real feeling Dream )

we put the gag in loligag.
i dont know about that, thats stretching it... LOL - The Slowski's

but i just found out about the 35 bridge thats crazy how did it happen... i hope everyone is ok.

wow i'm reading like many cool things... Shoebox project, my favorite D/Hr story ever(thats right i read it, get over it) lol smile, and The last Vampire, while i want to start reading Scratch (wereleopards i believe)

i'm going to make arabian start sending snail mail letters once she goes to college, and i will write back, it will be fun; totally blame shoebox for this. lol

Toxic waste + cemeteries = ZOMBIES lol

interesting....

well i love harry potter but oh if you know my loves then jk is in for it, if i see her.....my precious precious favorites!!! i really could've NOT used an epilogue....not a fan.

oh i can't wait to see how the fix the movie up...awkward much.?!

If you can solve your problem, then what is the need of worrying? If you cannot solve it, then what is the use of worrying? - Shantideva